I’ve come to realize I hate everyone, all day, everyday. Some days the hate is just less prominent than other days. Today is not that day though. Today I absolutely loath everyone. Don’t think you’re special or an exception. I hate you today too, just like I hate everyone else. In fact, I especially hate you today. Especially.

Now that you’re gone who will take my place in your life? Will she remind you of me? Will you miss me? Will you ever think of me? I hope we stay friends. I hope you stay an active role in my life for years.

I’m so terribly bored. I am in such need of an adventure i could cry.

i feel like how i feel on sunday mornings when i wake up in chatt town. slightly hung over or drunk, embarassed about something i dont remember happening, regretful about any and all actions that more than likely took place over the night before, shameful about the judgement that i feel like will be put on me, and wanting to throw up because of the mix of strong overbearing emotions due to my decisions. but i havent drank in almost a week. whats wrong with me? am i playing with a decision that makes me feel this way completely sober? what is wrong with me???