the adventures of a green eyed girl

i feel like how i feel on sunday mornings when i wake up in chatt town. slightly hung over or drunk, embarassed about something i dont remember happening, regretful about any and all actions that more than likely took place over the night before, shameful about the judgement that i feel like will be put on me, and wanting to throw up because of the mix of strong overbearing emotions due to my decisions. but i havent drank in almost a week. whats wrong with me? am i playing with a decision that makes me feel this way completely sober? what is wrong with me???